May's Memories

很佩服今天一个业务员，不达到目的不罢休。其实真没必要一定要打电话给我，我仅是一个搭桥引路者，路怎么走都是靠自己，走的多远也是自己的造化。最后我还是没有和你直接说话，间接传达了我的意思，希望这是一个好的开头。我也会站稳立场，周旋到底，这是一场硬仗。

但对于我而言，尽量避免不必要的社交，以及减少与异性接触，是我要引起重视的。不可以一视同仁，男人和女人就是不一样，天注定的。

今年的情人节没有花，没有祝福语，没有红酒和咖啡，但是有奶昔和吐槽。

今天和小妹妹开心的吃了丰盛的晚餐。离上次见面有又是半年之久了，而且很少发微信，可是见面就是出来面对面的聊天和吐槽。很庆幸大家一直保持这种无话不说的状态。

离别时，她送我到楼下，外面下小雨，她硬要塞给我一把伞，我说不好停车快回去吧。

她目送我进了小区才开车离去，回头看她走了，我也安心上楼了。

小小的举动，相比男女之间的爱情，来的更踏实更暖心。

妹子，情人节快乐。姐姐指友情，哈哈。

After BBQ, we went to the movies, the highlight was that the whole theatre was booked by two of us AGAIN. 

It is so interesting and comfortable that we were able to choose every seat if we want to .

This time, we chose the first row. The advantage for this row is you can lying down and enjoy the movie, usually first row costs more than other rows, but since we booked the theatre, we have the priotiry. Funny.

The whole movie was about a dog, called Boss dog, to accomplish a mission for his old owner in regarding of taking care of his granddaughter C.J. Boss dog waited for years and years to find C.J.but sometimes missed. Fortunately, he never gave up trying. He died and reborn for 3 times, At the last  attempt, he succeed in finding C.J. and brought happiness to the whole family. 

After that the died again, this time he did not reborn but find his way home and meet his old owner in paradise. He was so proud of himself, so did we. He proved himeself finally. He was meeting his old owenr with honor and dignity.

So enev a dog can carry out such heavy responsiboilty, why not a human being? Stop complaing and find your right postition and keep doing it. 

今天一天的心情都不好，从2019年5月15日的凌晨1点钟开始，真没想到会有这样的一天。

往往想不到的事，当时机成熟时也会发生。千万不可以有侥幸心理。

感谢你，你让我知道什么事坚决不能做。我从一次一次的挫折中学会了成长。我很简单很直接，可是这不是平凡的世界所能接受的。所以我格格不入！

记恨你，你让我蒙羞了这一生最大的耻辱。我不会忘记这一天，字字历历在目，犹如尖刀刺在心上，缺痛得连血都流不出来了。

放下你，需要一段时间平复内心的波动，可是世上最好的疗伤药非时间莫属了。

希望自已在后面的日子里，永远记得你说得话，时刻提醒保持冷静。

最后想对我伤害过的人说一句：“对不起”。此刻只想一醉方休！明天醒来，一切重来！

Life needs something new and something can motivate you.

Push, push and push, finally you sucessed.

Happy Labor Day.